Thysurance Can Kiss My Ass
Talked with the nurse again, for I just received another denial on my request for my cytomel. They state that there is not enough evidence that their generic is not working. The nurse looked at me, and stated something needs to be done, for I am shaking, I have congestion in my lungs and my blood pressure is so low, you have to dig for it, plus the tachycardia is acting up. With taking the dosage that I am taking, I should be a skinny winy and so hyper that I can’t stop moving. Instead, I am still overweight and so tired that I feel that I am dragging.
OK, I am almost 60, and one does slow down a bit, and may put on weight, but come on, not this much.
I was so embarrassed when I was at my family’s gathering for them to see the swollen me. Even though you know this is not your fault, you are still embarrassed, for this society looks down on people who are overweight. They look at you as though you stuff your face and sit on your round bottom. So little do they know, that I am at times starving, then at times, am lucky to get food into me. I am on that gift of a treadmill everyday walking 5 miles. So, people be more aware before you judge.
Well, I went in for some more blood work. Who knows maybe this will prove to the insurance company that their generic is not working. I keep telling myself, this could be a lot worse, I could be like my husband without any health insurance. He has to walk around with what is wrong without any help. There are others out there in a harder place then I am, so I need to pick my large round bottom up and keep positive. For maybe if I win this, it will help others. Maybe with our constant fight, the insurance company will open their eyes and see that their way is not the only way.