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Thursday April 4th 2019


My Crappy Place

Post Published: 01 November 2010
Category: Dear Thyroid Letters
This post currently has 6 responses. Leave a comment

Despair sets in-
Darkness covers me

Hair releasing itself,
Resting awkwardly on
Shoulders and back.

Energy, usually just a
Faint memory.

Wait- memory…
What is that?!

Aching body imprisoning
Active thoughts;
Dreams unaccomplished- over;
Wishes set aside.

Weight goes up while
Body temp sinks lower…
Frozen digits.

Holding on with
Everything inside;
Still not measuring up
And anxious.

Forcing a smile on
My lips
While inwardly, the
Tears flow.

Heart sinks
Moods change.

Struggle to be positive
The negatives attack!

Tired, but ever
Pressing on.

~Linda B. Reed

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6 Responses to “My Crappy Place”

  1. Nancy Little says:

    Absolutely love it…SO true!

  2. Anita Rivera says:

    Thank you Linda. Oh how I feel you. I ache so bad some days I just don’t understand why! I have decided that I will press on even for a Monday, no matter what. Your poem reminds me I am not the only one trapped in this travesty!! Thank you

  3. Amanda says:

    Such a great poem. I am bookmarking this one. Thank you for sharing.


  4. Joanna Hageman says:

    Thanks for writing this Linda! I so wish I could put into words how I feel with this disease every day. You did a great job on this one, Very well written!

  5. Dr.Eric says:

    Thanks for sharing the poem Linda!

  6. Linny says:

    I want to tell you that you’ve reminded me how far I’ve come. Don’t dispair, I can tell you it does get better. SO many endless days it seemed to never show any change. But I remember forcing myself to shower, get dressed and do something, anything each day.
    setbacks? yes
    but spells started to shorten.
    I began to realize clues, and made personal adjustments.
    The mornings are still slow, but as the day moves forward I do too.
    I want you to believe
    that it will get easier
    I know. love, Linny

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