Hashi Women Powers Unite
You are and always have been the puppet master in my life since I was nearly 8 years old and yet you were so clever to slip through the fingers of so many practitioners, even though you were screaming “Look at me”, with practically every symptom in the book.
You fucking asshole, I’ve got your number; now showing up as euthyroid with an elevated TPO. Did you think I’d never find out, you sneaky son of a bitch? You will no longer outsmart or outwit me, or the practitioners.
I will fight you with every ounce of energy you have left me with. I will start honoring how I am feeling now that I know you are operating behind the scenes. I will no longer chalk this up to, “This must be how everyone else feels on any given day.”
Now that I know it is not in my head, but in my immune system. You’ve waged quite the war over the last 31 years, giving me the gift of:
- Gall bladder disease with a Cholecystectomy to boot
- Chronis Sinus Infections
- Uterine Fibroids and possibly Adenomyosis
- Fibrocystic Breast Disease with constant stabbing pains
- Intraductal Papiloma
- Hair loss
- Weight gain, and a constant lifetime battle at that
- Heart palpitations
- Heart murmur
- Nearly anemic, caught just in time
- Occasional hemorrhaging
- Lack of energy and motivation
Oh goodie, it has been like a gift giving holiday every day. You bastard, don’t even think about continuing to pull the strings. I bet you think it is hilarious that you kept me in the dark for so long; and that now I feel like a hamster on a wheel trying to make up for lost time, trying to get well.
Thank goodness I’ve assembled an army of practitioners who don’t have their heads up their asses; who will support me in my weakest moments and encourage me in my strongest moments.
You will not pull the strings anymore.
Oh and by the way, I don’t have my head up my ass anymore, either. I will continue to arm myself with information and educate myself about your wicked ways. I won’t stop asking questions, and I will no longer allow symptoms to be brushed under the carpet.
Whatever brain fog you think you can wing my way to conceal information, will not work and certainly do not think of giving me any more gifts. I’m through with your fucking charity, HashiMaster. I know who you are now and I’ll be giving you a few gifts of my own.
You better watch your back. You may financially bankrupt me, but you will not ruin my life.
Bio: My name is Merrit. I am 39 year old female. I was diagnosed with Hashimoto’s in March of 2010, but I suspect it was there since I was about 8 years old. I am Euthyroid with elevated antibodies and almost every symptom in the book. I was diagnosed by a Naturopath. I lean toward hypo symptoms, but occasionally there are a few hyper symptoms.
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